the mornings are the hardest.
i wake with thoughts of you
weighing on my chest
more heavy than pneumonia.
your name has crawled its way
into every corner of my lungs,
and each morning i must cough it out
into muffled pillows,
with slow deep breathes,
until the chest burns
and eyes water.
Author: damnjordan
Desert Reflection
I understand the extent
of my contradictions
And reconciliation is
why I am here.
A purposeful life is
the reason for being,
Under the sun we can’t
hide from our fears.
Walk so my steps fall silent,
Breathe so my lungs feel power,
Fragmented thoughts fall away,
Without moments of self-reflection.
Silhouette
12:24 A.M.
I can’t sleep during
A thunderstorm; I’m afraid
I might miss something.
Hail
Lightning is the sun,
Breaking through the clouds to help
Guide those who are lost.
Silhouette
So much can be seen
By searching the silhouette
of a moonless sky.
9:41 P.M.
Highway reflectors
Pass by my tired eyes like
Twilight fireflies.
“Hey Guys, You Wanna Go To Elliots…?” (The Chris Haiku)
Martinis are not
Union made, goddamnit! I
Need a tallboy, now.
Transfusion
My heart is the furnace,
That feeds on my blood,
My lungs are the bellows,
Stoking the flames,
The mere act of being,
Is all consuming,
With life and death hidden,
Throughout the veins.
Heart as furnace,
Lungs as bellows,
Pull the blood through,
And burn it away,
Transfusions are needed,
To prolong the process,
Yet finding the outcome,
Is always the same.
Heart of furnace,
Lungs of bellows,
The heat of living,
Is what we have gained,
We carry it with us,
In the guise of knowledge,
Yet fearfully speaking,
It’s smoldering name.
Premium
Cody pulled into the Conoco station with a jerk as he tried to gaze casually at the large Ford truck that had just rolled to a stop at one of the dozen fueling islands. The truck was on the inside of the terminal, so Cody slid up next to the pump on the opposite side of the island, the side further from the store.
“This will be perfect,” said Cody.
“What are you talking about?” responded Ray, working to snub out his cigarette – a difficult feat with the car’s sudden change of trajectory. “I thought we were on our way to Garret’s.”
“I need gas.”
“I need another pack anyways. I’m gonna run in real quick – you want anything?”
“No. Just shut up and sit there for a minute.” Cody’s voice was stern, and although he fumbled around in the car’s center console as if looking for his wallet, his eyes never cut away from the driver of the truck.
“Seriously, what the fuck? Garret’s waiting for us.”
“I know, but just shut the fuck up for a second. I’m gonna show you a trick I learned.”
News Review Haiku: 3/2/11
“Journalists Caught in Crossfire”
British journalists
Don’t say “Molotov Cocktails”…
They say “Petrol Bombs.”
–
“Parents Set Bad Example for Cell Phone Usage”
or
The Little Luddites
Technology is
Competition for children
Craving attention.
–
“Tunisian Protesters Continue Post-Dictator”
When trees fall, splinters
Stay behind. No rest until
The ground is swept clean.
–
“Republicans Out to Cut Spending”
Easy solutions:
Blame teachers, blame unions, blame…
The teacher’s union!
Lucero
I’ve decided to stop speaking,
and I feel it’s a wise decision.
–
I still move my lips,
but no sounds come out,
and no one seems to notice.
–
I still smile at friends,
buy a round of drinks,
and I am always cordial.
–
I still go to the bars,
drink down my drinks,
and we are always happy.
–
Yes, I’ve decided to stop speaking,
and I feel it’s a wise decision.
–
Why speak at all when there’s nothing to say?
I’ll see you tomorrow.
It’s 2 for 1 Tuesdays.
the perfect sunrise spreads
the
perfect
sunrise spreads
like a warm blanket
wrapping around
a lover’s face –
with the
mist
and
mysteries
of the night,
burning off
at first
light.
Hopefully soon,
Soon,
Fate will let her hair down,
falling like
a golden fleece,
to wrap us in the warmth
of unobtainable dreams.
Soon,
Fate will let her hair down,
falling like
a gentle snow,
to help shed new light
on the dead and dying.
Hopefully soon,
Fate will let her hair down,
and with a grin,
let something good shake loose
from behind her ears.
and the fingers pulse with weary impatience
Blood blisters glaze like
Silver dollars on the skin;
Trading flesh for cash
–
And the fingers pulse
With weary impatience for
A life of less pain
–
Pueblo
other cities in the world seem to age with a sense of grace
but American cities grow into a state of forlornness.
a film of rust and mold plague the surfaces
of neighborhoods once booming in their adolescence,
like the raspy hungover stubble on a drunkard’s face.
smokestacks erected as proud monuments
for winning the west
now stand in sunbaked isolation, a mocking vulgarity,
epitaphs to a hope quickly ignored and forgotten.
graffiti tattoos the train cars and drainages,
flashes of color sprawled across a hardened skin,
providing the only real signs of life in this desolation,
but even they are bleached and faded now,
chipped and lost to the deep wrinkles of the city.
this is the premature aging of American cities
that makes us long for a prairie fire,
a quick end to life turned decrepit.
–
to feel lonely in another country is expected.
to feel lonely in a new town is understandable.
but loneliness in the place you grow and have grown
can be unbearable, unrelenting,
only truly known in cities that should have never existed,
in cities that no longer want you.
– jordan
News Review Haiku
“Dream Act Vote Fails in Senate”
Shot dead in Iraq,
But body tag read: Please Ship
Back To Mexico
___
“Obama to Meet With President Hu Jintao of China”
Communism wants
Ass tons of money, just like
Capitalism!
___
“Consensus on Climate Change Not Reached”
Bury head in sand,
Tell self climate will not change,
Soon find head in mud
– jordan
Sundance
sundance, #1
Broken, cracked lips
Blood stained cigarettes,
Wind so strong
It moves right through me,
No longer here
No longer solid,
This is how we return
To the ether of beginning,
The clouds move with the rhythm
I hear in my sleep,
The stars reside
Behind closed eyes,
We are hardened by the land
And thus become part of it,
We are broken down together
And together become one
sundance, #2
You can smell the moisture in the air
as the thunderstorm approaches,
The practiced indifference of the desert
is momentarily cracked,
All things become suddenly silent.
The Earth craves this respite
as much as I do,
And together we look to the sky
lost in our thoughts of what gifts might follow.
– jordan